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Breanne's Toybox

Breanne's Toybox

It keeps getting bigger and bigger.  I’m not sure why.  Okay, I admit, I do know why.  It’s because I keep getting more toys.  Dildos, vibrators, plugs, clamps, torture devices… it all gets dumped into my toybox.

I think I need to mention that my toy box is a rather unique thing.  First of all it is the culmination of over seven years of sexual submission and depravity, first to a dominatrix during half of my high school and college years, and then my year of getting back into the groove as a self proclaimed Nympho Humiliation Pain Slut (and sex blog writer!)  Add to that my own sexual interests and unusual tastes and you get a collection that doesn’t border on perversion, but on serious deviance.  So how does that translate into sex toys?  You’ll see.

To be honest, this is more a tool for would be doms or assignment makers, isn’t it?  Oh well… enjoy!  I sure as hell do!



I like vibrators.  They are versatile, easy to clean, simple devices that get me from point A to point B quickly and with minimal fuss.  I’m a fan.  I’d much rather get a new and intricate vibrator on Valentine’s Day than a dozen roses; but only if he or she is willing to put it in herself!  So how many vibrators do I have?  Gosh… I guess I should lay them out and count!

Six inch straight vibrator – this was one of my very first vibes, which I got from Kari when I was sixteen.  It’s a no frills cheapie, with a twist dial at the bottom.  I don’t use it that often, since it’s relatively narrow, only about an inch wide.

Seven inch “G Spot” vibrator – this one I got in college. It’s thick (like two inches) and the tip is curved, the idea being that it will stimulate a girl’s G spot.  Not sure if it actually does that since I usually come pretty easy no matter what is in me or how it moves.

Mini Pocket rocket vibrator - (it’s the size of a lipstick container.) Kari got this one for trips.  It’s small enough to fit in a purse and even comes disguised!  While it needs frequent battery changes for long term use it has a really powerful motor that makes the first two vibrators on this list seem like old cars next to a formula one racer.

Dildo Vibrator – I bought this one three years ago.  I’m not a big fan of dildos since they’re really just cock substitutes.  I prefer real cock.  But this sucker FEELS like a cock, except it vibrates!  I thought the novelty was sufficiently cool to buy it.  Actual use has been a bit disappointing.  It’s really weird, sticking something that feels like a cock inside your pussy, only to experience a buzzing sensation.  Guys don’t buzz.  They piston, and I prefer that.

Waterproof Vibrator – I have a vibrator that is totally waterproof, so I can use it in the shower.  Its normal length, about seven inches, and relatively thin with a bulbed head. 


Vibrating Toys

Isn’t technology cool?  Over the years I’ve been given (or admittedly purchased) a number of toys that vibrate.  Some could fit in other categories, like my vibrating nipple clamps.  Others… well some of them might need their own category.  So I’ve just decided to make a “vibrating toys” section and dump everything that has a motor in here except for the actual “vibrators”, the classic phallic toys everyone envisions when you hear the word “vibrator”.

Vibroballs – These are actually a combination of ben wa balls and a vibrator.  Two small plastic egg shaped objects, each filled with a tiny vibrator, hang on a wire that goes to a small control box.  I like these and have walked around with them in.  They roll like ben wa balls, but the vibration makes everything like thirty times more intense.  Besides, it’s always a conversation starter when you have a small control box in your pocket and the wires disappear into your shorts!  These have a dial control, so in reality you can pretty much only set them to low, medium, and high.

Rotating Venus Penis (RVP) – This sex toy is one of my favorites.  First of all, you strap it on, which means no hands.  It basically consists of a four inch plastic phallus that slips up inside you.  The phallus is mounted on an unusually long base that actually touches your clit and your ass at the same time.  Inside the base are two motors.  One makes the whole thing vibrate, which is really distracting and difficult to endure because it doesn’t just vibrate the phallus.  It vibrates the whole thing, which sends sensation into your clitoris and ass at the same time it’s doing things inside you.  But there is also a second motor.  This motor makes the phallus SPIN.  I can handle the vibrations for a while, but making me turn on the spin function is pretty much tantamount to telling me “you better cum soon.”  Cause I will.  Both the vibration and spin functions have a dial control, increasing the movements.  Low, medium, and high are really the most specific you can get with the RVP.

Rotating Venus Penis

Vibrating Anal Beads – Eight small marble sized balls, increasing in size slightly from one end to the other.  They’re coated in black plastic latex and I hate having them in my ass.  I’ve had them in my pussy once.  That felt… incredible, but weird too.  The control has a thumb wheel just like my RVP and the Vibroballs, so the most specific settings you can really adjust the anal beads to is low, medium, and high.

Vibrating Anal Beads

Vibrating Clitoral Stimulator (Butterfly) – My Butterfly is very special.  Like my RVP it’s hands free and takes about thirty to forty seconds to strap in.  Once it’s on though, it’s basically nothing more than a tiny motor encased in plastic that sits right on top of my clitoris.  There’s no penetration involved since the toy is designed to stimulate a girl’s clit, rather than fill her sex.  A lot of my online doms and dommes like putting me in this toy along with something else.  It has a switch on the front: off, low, and high.  Obviously, I don’t have it on off or low very often.

Vibrating Nipple Clamps – I bought these awhile back and they’re rather simple devices.  Both vibrators are nothing but egg shaped plastic containers that are connected to common rubber tipped duck bill clamps.  When attached to my nipples, they tingle rather nicely.  When just one is clamped to my clit, the vibrator not only sends ripples into my clit, but also bounces against my labia, driving me banana crackers!  These don’t have any setting beside on and off.  Guess which I prefer?

Chastity Belt – I know it seems odd to list a chastity belt as not only a sex toy, but a vibrating one as well.  However my chastity belt, a gift from Kari, comes equipped with a vibrating butt plug, vaginal phallus, and a clitoral stimulator all built in.  Each vibe is turned on at the base, so if the thing is locked up, it’s impossible for me to adjust the settings.  Of course I can wear it without locking it too, and the nice thing is that both the anal plug and the vaginal phallus are totally removable.  Settings for the plug and phallus are both low, medium, and high, while the clitoral stimulator at the front has low and high settings.



 Originally I didn’t have much use for dildos.  I mean, realistically all they do is replicate a cock, right?  And I’ve NEVER had trouble finding a cock.  Seriously, I could get cock at the local convenience store without any trouble.  So why mess around with a dildo?  But then I was given my “Husky” and… well… my attitude changed slightly.  The old list also had a “Spiked Dildo” on it.  Sorry.  The air bladder broke and Kari says that the company that made it has gone out of business.

Husky Dildo - My pride and joy is my nine inch "Husky" dildo which I’ve fucked on various occasions, including several daily assignments for Michael Alexander’s BDSM Blog.  It’s huge.  It has a half set of balls to make it easy to display as art on your bedside table (or to put on a chair and ram yourself down on).  While I enjoy the size and texture of my Husky guy, it still requires a lot of personal action on my part.  Lots of thrusts.  Of course, now that I’ve figured out that I should put it in anytime I’m riding my tractor or horse, it might get more use.  The only problem with the Husky is that it won’t stay in by itself.  That means I have to at least wear panties with it in.  Jeans are better.

Husky Dildo

Bang Me Dildo - This was the first dildo I ever owned.  It’s rather mundane.  Six inches long, a weird off color purple (who makes a purple colored dildo?) and has strange bumps on it as if you’re fucking a guy with warts.  WTF?  Anyway, I rarely use this one unless I need a dildo that will fit in my ass, in which case this one works nicely.  Uh… did I say nicely?  It fits.  That’s about all I should really say. 

Core Driller – This one is actually called a Colt Driller, but Iaccidentally called it my Core Driller one day and the name sort of stuck.  I don’t know why they called it a “Colt Driller anyway, since it drills me to the core!  In essence it is twelve inches of semi-hard black rubber shaped like a four stage rocket ship.  With little bumps.  Yeah.  The bottom has a metal ring embedded in it which one of my more devious online doms have decided means that I should implant my Core Driller and hold it in using my hemp crotch thong.  You know… the one that has one inch thick really rough rope going up through my slit, over my clit, and through my butt crack?  Stuffed AND tortured….

Core Driller

Eight inch metal dildo – Basically this is simple toy.  It’s a phallus: a hard, sometimes cold, polished steel phallus.  I got this before you could buy ones online.  Kari had one of her boy toys make this for me while we were in college.  He worked in a machine shop. It’s about eight inches long and about two inches thick and smooth as a baby’s bottom.  The whole purpose of this dildo is about temperature. Kari used to stick it in the oven at about 100 degrees, or in the freezer over night.  I don’t think I need to explain how it’s used, do I?



Clamps seem to be a frequent part of my sexual repertoire.  I have lots and lots of them.  And I’m talking different types here, not actual numbers.  So what does this mean? I get clamped a lot.

Wooden Clothespins – I’ve got a ton of these, like two dozen or so.  They’re great for all sorts of things and can be put practically anywhere on your body.  I’ve literally worn every one of them before.  I especially like them on my nipples and clit, but I’ll go for them pretty much anywhere.  The only problem with them is that they are too easy to knock off, can’t be tightened, and are pretty obvious.

Duckbilled Clamps – these are standard nipple clamps that you can pick up from your local sex toy shop, but I suspect you could probably get them at a hardware store too.  Mine have little screws to tighten them down, as well as a chain connecting them.  I like them because they can be tightened…a lot.  But the rubber tips and the nature of the clamp make them a little…passé.

Plastic Clothespins with teeth – I found these six little gems at a dollar store one day.  The thing that intrigued me was that these plastic clothespin had teeth!  Little bumped ridges!  I tried them out and found that they’re too light weight to do anything interesting to my nipples, but they feel really fantastic clipped to my clit.  I don’t use them much, but I’ve got them.

Japanese Clover Clamps – These clamps are rather large and weigh quite a bit.  They’re connected on a chain and are designed so that if you tug or pull on the chain, instead of coming off my nipples, the clamps tighten.  Kari likes putting weights on the chain. 

Bell Clamps – Master Barrett had me order two sets of these, so I have four.  Basically they are bobby pin type clamps that open up and pin your nipple (or clit) and dangle down.  Each one has a small bell attached so that every breath or step tinkles musically.  These really don’t hurt, even if you pin them up at the top, but they can still be a lot of fun.

Jumbo Plastic Clothespin – I have one of those giant plastic clothespins that office supply stores sell to keep paperwork together.  They’re a joke, right?  But I’ve had this thing clamped on both a breast and my pussy before and its size and weight and biting power make it… interesting.

Metal Binder Clamps – I have a number of these in different sizes.  All of them are black metal with steel loops.  You’ve seen these before.  Heck you can buy some at Wal-Mart!  Now I admit, I’ve sort of bent these slightly out of shape so they don’t bite down quite so hard.  Otherwise I’d never be able to tolerate them. I’ve got some for my nipples, two massive four inch ones for my entire breast, and some medium size ones for my pussy.

Binder Clamps

Metal Alligator Clamps – Our second year of college Kari gave me this set of clamps.  They are a home made set, since I doubt anyone would sell something like this for the purpose of sexual enhancement.  Both clamps are heavy stainless steel with metal teeth.  No rubber.  There is no way to adjust the bite and let me tell you that these two clamps hurt like hell.  Every time I’ve been forced to wear them I’ve ended up with little red marks on my nipples and even some bruising.  These aren’t for sex.  They’re for punishment.  Why do I keep them?  Beats me…but I know on occasion I deserve punishment.

Alligator Clamps

Jumbo Metal Alligator Clamp – I was asked to pick this up as an accessory to my metal alligator clamps.  Accessory?  More like fricken punishment highlight.  Do you have any idea what it feels like to have a sharp metal toothed alligator clamp chewing on your clit?  It hurts.  Like seriously hurts.  And that makes me cum.


Weird Stuff

Yes, I admit it. I have some weird stuff.  I have a few toys that don’t really fit in one of the other categories but are still totally awesome.

Ben Wa Balls – If you don’t know what these are, you really should get a pair.  The classic version is two golf ball sized spheres filled with a little bell inside. You put them inside your pussy and with every step they roll around, ringing lightly as the weight shifts inside them.  The more modern version has two latex coated bells connected with a string.  It does the same thing but is a lot easier to remove.  I love these.  They’re quiet, easy to wear in public, and causes constant stimulation.  My only complaint is that it’s tough to orgasm while wearing them.  Very very tough.

Ben Wa Balls

Rubber Bands (Nipple)- When I was a freshman in high school I ended up with braces to fix a crowded mouth and a bit of an overbite.  For three months I had to wear rubber bands on those braces and since Kari and I were already into our D/s relationship, it wasn’t long before she was slipping those little finger width bands over my nipples.  I still have a bunch of rubber bands.  When applied properly they keep my nipples hard and in the forefront of my mind.  They don’t exactly hurt, but it’s like having someone lightly pinching your nipples constantly, no matter what you’re doing or where you’re going.  Drives me crazy! Now I have ones bought from an adult toy store, rather than from an orthodontist.  There is even an applicator!

Rubber Bands (Breast) – A while ago Master Barrett felt that I needed a few rubber bands to go AROUND my breasts.  I had the dickens of a time finding some of the width and size I needed.  To tight and I’d literally cut off the blood supply to my chest and that wouldn’t be a good thing.  To narrow and I’d literally pinch off my breasts.  Imagine my surprise while standing in the produce section of the supermarket, to see these really thick strong blue rubber bands holding together some vegetables! (I forget what kind. Broccoli?)  After wearing these for thirty minutes I feel like my breasts are giant over-inflated balloons ready to pop!

Rubber Bands (Feet) – Snap! Snap! Snap!  Yes, I’ve got a whole bag of regular rubber bands to fit around my feet so that my arches can be “snapped”.  It hurts like hell too!

Ankle and Wrist Cuffs – These are a matched set Kari bought from Spencer’s ages ago.  They’ve seen a lot of use over the years and are still some of the best I’ve ever worn.  I’ve done the full leather stuff but that’s expensive and frankly I think a little overdone.  These are compact cuffs with plastic clips and Velcro straps.  Very nice.  The cool thing about these is that unless you use the metal clips Kari added on, I can pull out of them.  So it’s a good way to restrain me, but still have me able to break free. 

Leather Bondage Cuffs – Yes, I have a real pair of leather ankle and wrist cuffs, complete with padded fur interiors, heavy steel embedded loops, with buckles and everything.  Yes, when they’re on, I can’t get out of them. 

Funny Dice – two dices with the options of “suck, blow, lick, kiss, eat, and a ?” on one.  “Below waist, Above waist, lips, nipples, toes, and ?” on the other.  Kari bought these once as a gag for an Abuse Breanne party and we had a lot of fun letting the guests “do” me with them.

Several extra large office paper clips & a nine volt battery – No doubt you are wondering what diabolical purpose several large metal paperclips and a nine volt battery are for.  Well, it’s actually quite simple.  You take a paperclip, carefully put it on a nipple or a clit, then take the battery and tap it against the metal ends.  Every time you do a little spark of electricity will zap whatever is stuck between the edges of the paperclip.  It’s not like a TENS unit, but it works.  Mild mild shocks of course.

Wooden Triangle Prism – This was another little toy made for me by one of Kari’s boy toys.  It’s a wooden prism about three inches high and three inches wide.  It’s a foot long and is designed to be put on a chair seat.  Then you take off your clothes, straddle the chair with your legs to the side, and sit down.  It is very uncomfortable and frankly is like riding a wooden pony.

Cylindrical Hair Brush - Admittedly, I don't use this that often because it tenderizes me in some rather unique ways. It all started one afternoon after class. I was on the computer doing a cam session with a um... uh... a friend, and he wanted me to fuck my hair brush. I got my hair brush, put my feet up on the desk, and proceeded to slip my brush into my pussy with gusto. That's when he told me I was doing it wrong. I blinked. Then he said, "You're using the wrong end." Oh my...


Mike’s Tack Mat  (MTM) – During an assignment I was directed to ask my local hardware store manager about helping me with a particular item an online dom asked for.  In short order I had Mike rig me up this beautiful rubber mat.  It is one foot by two feet and one side is nothing but tack heads.  The other side is nothing but a forest of less than one millimeter long tack tips.  You should have seen Mike hammering these things in!  In any event, I use the tack mat for NHPS pushups. While none of the tacks pierce me or made me bleed my breasts exploded in sharp little pricks and I end up covered in red marks.  I’ve also SAT on this mat, and used it as a saddle when straddling one of our pen fences. Ouch.

Bra Tack Insert – These are essential the same thing as the tack mat, except instead of being a large mat for me to lay down naked on (or sit on I guess), they’re designed to fit INSIDE my bra cup. 

Pussy Tack Insert – This is relatively new, and is probably going to be remade if Mike has anything to say about it.  It’s an oval piece of rubber, slit down the middle so that it folds.  To both sides of the fold is another forest of little tack tips sticking up.  You fold the insert, spread your labia, and then slip it in.  Best to wear panties with this but you really don’t want to do anything stupid… like Riding a Wooden Horse with it in.

Plastic Ruler – This originally was intended for spankings, but I ended up fucking it too one night.  I still use it on occasion.  But only when ordered.

Rope – I have lots of rope.  Different thicknesses, different material, different lengths.  I’ve got some soft nylon.  I’ve got some thick rough hemp.  In the barn, in one bin, I have a piece of rope of two inch thick hemp line, knotted every eight to ten inches.  It’s over a hundred feet long, which means that I can stretch it across the entire barn.  Guess what  I do then?

Candles – I actually have a couple kinds.  I like tapers for dripping wax on myself (or to let a nice friend do it to me.)  I also have a couple votive candles with wide brims.  They are really awesome for lighting, letting the wax build up and then extinguishing with your breasts.


Bottom Toys

A wise man once said “the anus is an exit, not an entrance.”  While in general I agree with this principal, I can’t help admitting that a little bit of behind the scenes action can be a great turn on.  That doesn’t mean I like it though.

Standard flat base butt plug – this is just a standard flat bottom plug that starts at a point and widens out to a couple of inches.  Its perfect for wearing around all day since if you sit down the wide base only rams the plug in an inch or so deeper. 


Anal beads – these are little beads on a string that you are supposed to have pushed into your rear.  I’m not a big fan of them because they have to be put in by a friend.  It’s hard to do yourself. 


Oils, Juices, and Lubricants

One bottle of KY Jelly Warming Oil – yep great for sex, cock milking, breast lubes…just about everything.

One tube of KY Jelly lubricant – pretty much does the same thing as the warming oil.

One tube of Icy Hot Muscle Relaxant.  – This stuff is awesome.  Talk about an intensifier.  You can use this anywhere.  Wild on the nipples.  Torture on the clit.  Pure torment.  You just can’t use it as a lubricant.  It’s poisonous on the inside.

One bottle of orange citrus mineral oil

One bottle of Chica Chocolate lotion

Grapeseed Oil – This is fantastic for lubricant.  All natural and easy to find. Mix it with a bit of Cinnamon Oil and Pepper Oil to make Stinging O.

 So what does this give you?  Hopefully ideas!  I hope right now you’re thinking “well if I make Breanne use this, and then use that, and then put this on her…” Are you?  Are you thinking of that?  I hope you are.  Because if you aren’t, I’m sure wishing you were!

Hope you liked my list.  I may have to add to it at some point… probably tomorrow!  See ya!